Who am I? Good question!

Well, I am 30 year old male from the great country of Canada. I have everything going for me. I have a great job, amazing family, an unbelievable girlfriend (hot, sexy, sweet, huge heart, super loyal, perfect wife material), some of the best friends a boy can ever ask for. I just moved in a huge house right by the beach with a park for  a back yard, and I have my entire future ahead of me and sssoooo many amazing moments to look forward to. But yet at this moment in my life, I don’t see it as all rainbows and roses. It feels like a dark tunnel that I cant see the light at its end. Not a day has gone by in the past 2 months that I have not looked at another guy in the street and said, I wonder what its like to be that guy, he looks like his mind is peaceful. He probably doesn’t have the Fd up thoughts that torment me. Messed up, eh?

But what can I do? In reality, thats not possible. And would I really trade all that up for something that I have to ability to achieve? Probably not. I seem to be doing a lot better, and If I did it once, I need faith that I can do it again.

I’v kicked these demons asses once, and with Gods help, I can do it again. I just need more faith!!!!!


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